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First things first, it does not have to be damn near 80 degrees at 2am. Secondly, I should probably not be this tipsy knowing good and well I've got to get up at the butt crack of dawn to head up to Lake Mead with some of the peeps from the condo...including my gay husband and his real husband. We have a very interesting relationship if I do say so myself. I'm going to try and convince them to go to Vegas since we're up that way, but knowing them it won't take much convincing...plus I happen to know they're pretty big Cher fans, so its a given. And shit it's labor day weekend, so it's bound to be off the hook. I know they won't pass up a good ass party. I've been thinking and thinking that maybe this move isn't such a bad idea after all. Once I ventured out of my shell long enough, it turned out to be pretty nice. School started on Monday and I swear I ran into the most ignorant of dudes ever. All of them posted by the West Commons like they didn't have class or nothing, trying to spit their weak ass game. I would have laughed, but I wasn't trying to break anyone's spirit the first week of school. Next week, though? Fair game. I ended up catching up with my former squad member and homegirl Fallon the other day, which was cool since I hadn't seen her since I moved to the Chi. She was tellin me the ins and outs of State. Pretty much the same thing as any campus, just the weather is better and the boys are somewhat cuter. Still it's no SC. Speaking of which, I'm going to miss their game tomorrow...I have to send up a prayer to the football gods and pray that they win like they know they should. Especially with this "prodigal QB" they got comin in. We'll see though.
Other news, I've decided to try my hand at dancing again. After talking to Rhiana and Kianna one night I found that that was quite possibly the only thing that made me happy and I kind of just let it fall by the wayside when we did the show. So yeah, I'm going to start researching various dance studios and see what I can get into. I'll have to call Julisa for some information on some stuff one of these days too. Lately, I've been trying to figure out what it is I want to do with my life...the jury is obviously still out on that, but like I was telling Rhiana whatever it is that I do, I don't want to do it and have people think the only reason I made it as far as I did is because of who my parents are. Which is hard...but I'm sure there's something out there for me. I decided not to let it stress me out as much as it had been over the past few days. I'm only eighteen, I've got time to figure out what I want to do with my life. God willing, of course. I'm seriously thinking about doing some traveling...in fact I think that's what I'll do next summer. I'll take Rhi's advice and do a little scouting and kind of get some ideas for the new line she wanted my help with.
Let's see the personal life is kind of on the fritz, but in a way its a good thing. I think that its time for me to stop looking for love in all the wrong places. I'm eighteen and I need to behave as such...date around, see what's out there before I go committing myself to someone. Which would give me a chance to figure out what it is I really want in a relationship and how to maintain it once I get it. So far though? There's no current prospects, like I said, the first week and their game was played. I almost fell sorry for one cat who tried to approach me with one of those old school Fresh Prince of Bel Air lines. Talkin bout some ' does your feet hurt because you been runnin through my mind all day..' GTFO of here with that one, buddy! But what got me is that Fallon told me the same dude tried to run game on here. SMH he's a mess. Anyway, I have some packing to do.
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